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About Guy Thatcher

Guy Thatcher holds a degree in Computing and Information Systems from Queen’s University in Kingston, Ontario, is a Fellow of the International Facility Management Association and is a lifetime Certified Management Consultant. He has written or contributed to several business books and workshop manuals. He continues to teach in the Caribbean, successfully combining work and pleasure.

5 May Lascabanes to Lauzerte

I have a good night sleeping. Since I lost my headlamp I have not had a night light, nor have I needed one. Here however, there will be a problem. In the middle of the night I wake up, need to go to the john and it’s dark – as it often is at night. My solution? Turn on my cell phone and use its faint glow to keep me from bumping into things and to keep from waking the other sleepers. Yes I know, everyone else in the world has already figured this out, but I did do it on my own!

The weather forecast is for storms later today, so after the usual breakfast of bread, butter, confiture and coffee in a bowl, I am out out of here by 8 … and I am the last of the dozen who slept here last night. It’s 24 kilometres to Lauzerte, so I figure being there by 1 or 1:30. At first that’s doable. The path is clear, the weather is good and it looks like a lovely walk along country lanes … until I hit the white mud. I have become today a connoisseur of mud. The black mud is smelly but does not stick. The brown mud is slippery but does not stick. You can see where I am going with this, can’t you?

The white mud is a clay and it sticks to my boots like a desperate child clinging to a parent’s leg. This stuff will not let go. I am sure that it’s sent all over the world to potters who want to throw something on their wheel, and this stuff is just the right consistency. What’s worse is that it looks like an ordinary stretch of path. It’s just that when one walks on it, it accumulates rapidly on the bottom of one’s boots, sliding around and up the edges of the boot like an alien creature. I think that it may be laughing at me. The first reaction is to try to kick it off or slide it off on some grass. But nothing works. I can see places where other people have tried this and it didn’t work for them either. The only solace is that this section of white clay is only about two kilometres long, although it seems much, much longer at the time.

For a couple of kilometres I am on a road, with other pilgrims away off in the distance. Then gradually the skies start to darken and the rain starts to fall, a few drops at first, then slowly in increasing intensity. I stop, put on my rain pants and jacket and put the rain cover on my pack. It’s quite warm, but the promised thunderstorms seem to be just a kilometre or so away. I walk like that for about half an hour, just light rain and at one point it stops, as do I. I start to take off the rain gear … and the rain starts again. I am wondering if this is cause and effect. I test this hypothesis for a while and it does seem to correlate. Rain gear off, rain starts. Rain gear on, rain stops.

Eventually we get it right. I have it all on and the storm breaks over me. I am in a woods, walking uphill, not on a road, it is coming down in torrents and I have to remind myself; “Guy, you are here by choice, you are here by choice.” Then it hails – I think that’s a little unfair. The good news is that the thunder, which rumbles endlessly, is cloud to cloud lightning,not cloud to ground – and eventually it ends and the sun comes out.

As I walked today, I have been thinking about my time in the military. When I was a young tank officer, we used to sit around the mess arguing about how best to employ tanks. We had been trained in tank tactics – at the troop level, four tanks, two moving forward, two stationary and watching. It was called fire and movement. At higher levels, the same principle was followed. Some of the other young officers (we were all young) used to argue that tanks were best used fighting other tanks, much like medieval knights would fight each other. It was all about honour and personal bravery. I thought they were frankly nuts.

It seemed to me then – and it still does – that the best use to be made of tanks was to use them to punch a hole in enemy lines, put through and disrupt their rear areas, targeting communications, headquarters, supply depots and troop concentrations. In that order. Now I recognise that this is much more a strategic view of how to use the power and protection of the tank, “shock and awe” as it was called in the first Gulf War.

The major problem that I had as a young officer was that I thought that strategic thinking was what we were supposed to be doing, rather than tactical thinking, which meant in practice that you had to overtly demonstrate loyalty to the person senior to you who would be writing your annual performance report, on which promotion would largely be based. I spent 25 years in the military, never quite getting this right. I now realise that direct loyalty is required in the military. How else do you get people to go willingly to what both you and they know will be their deaths?

An example: late in my military career, 1977, I was sent to the Army Staff College. I was about 10 years older than most of my classmates and I suppose it was a last attempt for the military to rehabilitate me.

As part of the curriculum, we had to, in small teams, come up with a project that would stimulate and educate our fellow classmates. I ended up in a team with an Air Force pilot, Peter Krayer and someone else whose identity I forget. Since two of us were pilots, we decided to see if we could get one of the new US attack helicopters for show and tell. We contacted whoever it was responsible for the YAH64, a prototype attack helicopter with enormous firepower. The army had shown no interest in his aircraft, so he was delighted for the opportunity to show off his prototype for the Canadian Army Staff College.

Unfortunately, we decided to tell the Land Operations Directorate in Ottawa what we were doing. When they found out, they were simply livid. We were advised that there would NOT be a YAH64 landing in the square at the College and that the Canadian Army had no intention of getting into the attack helicopter business. Our wrists were severely smacked and our project went out the window.

My point, of course, is that both the US and the Soviet Union were developing these advanced attack helicopters because they were deadly weapons on the battlefield at that time. Our idea was strategic, the army at the time was thinking tactically. This little misadventure put paid to any idea of a real career in the military for me. Of course, I had not considered the political ramifications of having a US military prototype land in a Canadian military school. Might have been difficult to explain.

I was a square peg in a round hole and it took me almost 25 years to figure this out. Both the military and my wife had it figured out decades before I did.

Back to the present: I arrive in Lauzerte after 7 hours to cover 24 kilometres, for a total of about 260 kilometres along my route. It is still hard going every day.

The gite here is wonderful. I have a room with two beds but I am the only occupant. The room has an toilet and ensuite shower, with towels – a first for a gite. The bed has sheets, pillow, pillowcase, blanket. I have my own light switch! The food is wonderful, they have and I use both a washer and a dryer, so everything is clean for the morning. I meet Mike here, the Aussie with whom I talked in the evening in Conques, as well as an assortment of friends from various gites along the way.

Tomorrow is Hike for Hospice across Canada. I wish them all well and hope that it raises both the funds and the awareness that hospices need and deserve.

4 May Cahors to Lascabanes

The weather forecast for today is partly cloudy in the morning, with thunderstorms with hail coming in the afternoon. So it looks as if getting out in good time might be important. In the event, I am out of this gite by 8:30 and, frankly, it is not one that I would recommend for its warm and welcoming spirit. At breakfast I discover that they have picnic lunches available for today. That is great because everything I have read about this next section says that there is not place to get food for over 20 kilometres. When I ask about buying the lunch I am told that, désolé, I have to have ordered it the evening before.

I do surreptitiously create a little picnic of my own with a chunk of bread and butter wrapped in a napkin and a couple of small hard pears. I say surreptitiously because the breakfast Nazi is standing there, checking that everyone has actually paid for breakfast. Another first in a gite. I smuggle it out of the breakfast area and I am out of here with the rain cover on my pack in case.

I walk through Cahors and across the huge 13th century bridge over the Lot River. I cannot at first see where the path goes and then I see, to my horror – why am I surprised? – that there are pilgrims practically overhead on the face of the cliff in front of me. I gird my loins, figuratively, and start up the climb. It is not as high as the one after Conques, but it is even steeper. In places the local authorities have installed steps which is a good idea. Except that the rise of each step is well over a foot.

In addition the path switches back and forth as it climbs, with only a narrow screen of brush to give the climber the illusion of safety. I am under no such illusion. If I were to trip off the edge here or slide on the wet rounded stones, the fall could easily be 50 or 100 feet on to a very hard surface. I am not afraid of heights but, as you may have gathered, this bit concerns me. This is the first place on the chemin where I use handholds to help me up the incline.

After the top, I leave the valley of the Lot and walk into an area of small farm holdings, lots of small woods and a path that is wide, well surfaced and often on small little-used country roads. The vistas here are short, not long, but the air is clean and smells of spring. So much rain has taken any pollution out of the air, if there was any here to begin with. I am still in a sparsely populated area and expect that that will continue.

Frans, the Dutch guy walking from his home, overtakes me, we talk for a couple of minutes, then off he goes on with his long legs and long stride. We are heading to the same town, so maybe we will meet later. Then Fanny, the young Swiss girl whom I last saw in Conques, catches up to me, followed by Johanna, another Swiss with whom I ate in Cassagnole. Everyone passes me, since I am bent on walking at my own pace. I am glad to be meeting people who recognise me. I start to get a feel for how powerful the need for connection is and why the threat of exile or shunning or, as the British so quaintly put it, sending some one to Coventry is. I did not like what was going on in my own mind last evening.

The weather is good until noon, when the promised thunderstorms start to appear on the horizon. Eventually it starts to rain and I arrive at the gite very wet but not thundered on.

And here are Jacques Parmentier, the guy from Vichy with whom I shared a bench in Livinhac le Haut a few days ago, along with a couple of guys with whom I have been sharing a gite for some of the past few days. When I first saw them, my gadar fired off and every time I see them, it continues to signal me. They are in the 50s – I am guessing – and are close all the time. I don’t mean cuddly close, no sign of that, but just a quiet attachment that looks like more than friendship, it looks like a long-term relationship. I could be entirely wrong and I don’t care what they do – or not – together, but it is interesting that the signals seem so clear to me. They seem like nice guys and we see each other more often on the chemin.

I have a bed in a room which I share with three others, one a quiet older guy who doesn’t participate much and a couple. Now here is a chemin love story. He is Henri-Pierre from Toulouse, 50-something, movie-star handsome with dense back curly hair, justing starting to grey at the temples. She is Brigitte from Holland, little, blond, attractive, also 50-something. I don’t know why he is on the chemin, but I have a pretty good idea about her. She is a psychiatric nurse and has been a volunteer at a hospice for years. Now she is considering changing her career path and becoming a palliative care nurse. I think making this career decision is why she’s here.

It starts back in Le Puy en Velay on 21 April, when they are both there and notice each other, although they do not speak. The next day, after they have both started, he passes her on a steep incline, making a comment about being careful here because it’s quite steep and you could fall, which he promptly does, right in front of her. He laughs as he explains that he fell for her – literally. Evidently they have been nearly inseparable since. He had to leave to go to Paris on business and did not intend to return, but he called her from there and told her that he needed to come back to her. She told him that she would be in or near Cahors. When he arrived back, he called her and told her that he was in Le Hospitalet, a tiny town near Cahors. So was she and they reunited. They have been together since.

Now they have another few days together on the chemin until he really does have to go back to work. Will it work? He is a computer consultant, speaks only French with tiny bits of English, she speaks Dutch, English, French and wants to work in palliative care. Holland and Toulouse are not that close together and where would they choose to live? I have no idea if I will ever learn what happens to them, although I would like to. She is a warm and sincere person. I am a little suspicious of his movie-star looks, but that is unfair. He seems to have really fallen for her as she clearly has for him. I really hope that it works for both of them. If I find out more, I will let you know.

3 May Rocamadour to Cahors

I wake up early, about 6:20, and am relieved to see that even though it’s light, the sun has not yet risen. I realised last evening as the sun set that when it rose it would paint the vertical surface of the town. So after checking my blood glucose (I do this first thing every morning) I leave the little Amadour Hotel and walk 200 meters to the Esplanade Restaurant where I had dinner on the terrace last evening. There is no-one here but me – it isn’t open yet – and it is a perfect viewpoint for my planned photos.

The sun has just illuminated the chateau and the top of the rock face as I arrive. I place the camera on the top of a flat wooden fence, use maximum zoom, and over the next 45 minutes I sit and patiently and about every five minutes take another photo as the sunlight creeps down the surface of the town. When I leave there is still no-one around. I am quite surprised that I am the only person who seems to have realised the photographic potential of this sunrise.

It reminds me of an early morning in Ottawa about 20 years ago when I went to Remic Rapids with a stepladder. John Ceprano had created some wonderful forms out of rock in and near the shallow water and I wanted to get some photos of them. One problem that I had noticed earlier was that, when I stood on the ground and took a picture, the horizon line of low trees on the Quebec shore always showed up and marred the image. I had figured out that using a stepladder would likely solve the problem.

So there I was, almost alone. The only other person there was Ceprano, fixing up some forms that thoughtless people had damaged. I set up the ladder and took my photos. After a while, Ceprano came over and we talked for a bit. He said that I was only the second person that he had ever seen use a ladder for the photos. He also said that I was in very good company. The only other photographer was Malik. So I was in very good company indeed! Sometimes comparisons are odious but not this one.

Today is our 54th wedding anniversary. It seems simultaneously a very long time and no time at all. I remember with absolute clarity the 21-year-old I married in 1958. I see her all the time in the elegant woman she has become. Later today I will call her and tell her how I feel about her and about our wonderful and enduring relationship. I won’t call her now because with the six hour time difference it is two in the morning in Ottawa and calling now would put a little strain on our relationship.

It is now just after 8. I am going to have breakfast and get my gear together for the trip to Cahors. Oh yes, the hotel does not have a stamp for pilgrims for the pilgrim passport! So we find a more generic stamp for the hotel which indicates Rocamadour and that’s what we use.

The taxi arrives at 9 and I am on my way … I think. Yesterday the Tourism Office in Rocamadour found the bus schedule, showed it to me and gave me one. It shows a bus going from Gramat, about 10 minutes from here, at 9:35, arriving in Cahors at 10:45. So I expect to spend the day in Cahors. I wonder idly what I will do all day. The taxi drops me at 9:15 at the station in Gramat – it’s for both busses and trains – and I wait … and I wait. Usually the public transport in Europe is deadly accurate.

At about 10 to 10, I ask someone in a local cafe if there is a bus today. They think so but suggest I ask in the station. I didn’t see anyone there before but in I go and find someone who eventually comes to the wicket. I ask about the bus. He looks confused. “But sir, there is no bus today”. Now I look confused. I tell him about the schedule, which I left in the taxi. He insists there is no bus today, and I ask if there is any way to get to Cahors today. Yes, I can get a train to Cahors at noon. It takes a very devious route going north and east, then west, with a stop and a train change and then goes south to get to Cahors just after 4 PM. Well, I have the whole day, I just wasn’t planning on spending a chunk of it on a train. There go those pesky expectations again.

So now I am sitting under a shade tree in the outdoor patio of a cafe just across the parking lot from the station, waiting patiently until noon. I have a grande creme and a glass of water to sip on.I have lovely weather, a sunny day, birds chirping, gentle cool breeze to keep me company. It is very pleasant. The train arrives at noon and I get on for the short trip north, an hour wait and another short trip south.

The first stop on the train is – you guessed it – Rocamadour. So I paid 20 Euros for a taxi, waited three hours for the train and I could have gotten on at Rocamadour and spent the morning in the town. On the other hand, the wait at the cafe was very pleasant, the staff were congenial and helpful and they let me use their WiFi.

And twice in the past 24 hours a cab driver has charged me less than the meter reading and has refused any more. Toto, I don’t think that we’re in Kansas anymore.

At the half-way point, I sit in the terrace of the restaurant at the station and have a beer and a small salad. Two tables away, facing me is a young man, slouching, face set in a frown, cigarette dangling and a chip like a 2×4 on his shoulder. He is not eating or drinking, just slouching there. When the waitress asks him what he would like, he says he wants nothing, then ignores her. She tells him politely that if he isn’t going to have anything, he has to sit elsewhere. He pointedly ignores her, then after a few minutes takes something from a paper bag and eats it. Another 20 minutes passes before he gets up, leaves his garbage and walks off. A lout is still a lout in every culture and n every language.

The train down is fast, quiet almost empty except for a couple of young guys with a two-month-old kitten who does not like the ride.

At Cahors I ask at the station for directions to the gite. It is on a road directly across from the station and about 400 metres away. When I arrive, it’s a big building with no-one at the welcome desk, so I sit and wait for a few minutes. Someone arrives and checks me in. He doesn’t seem very organised which is explained when I discover a few minutes later that everyone is in a meeting and he is part of the cleaning staff. But everything works. He gives me a room key (in a gite? That’s a first) and sheets and a pillowcase – another first.

I organise dinner here for tonight and they call ahead for me for the next two nights, so that is all arranged. I have discovered that I like the assurance of a bed reserved for me when I arrive.

I speak to Carroll on my cell and we exchange anniversary greetings. I am looking forward to seeing her in less than a month in Barcelona.

Dinner is different. I am the only pilgrim having dinner here. There are a few others but they are all eating in town. Good choice. There are a bunch of teenagers in the dining room to whom I am apparently invisible. The age gap, from their side at least must appear to be a chasm and, in addition, they are all chock full of raging hormones that have absolutely nothing to do with a fossil. There are members of the opposite sex nearby.

And the food, for the first time in a gite, is really institutional. Overcooked chicken legs in what purports to be a curry. At least the fresh raw veggies are good and plentiful.

It doesn’t help that I cannot avoid comparing this anniversary to the one five years ago in Boadilla, where the whole atmosphere was warm and welcoming. But I am here by choice, so stiff upper lip and on with tomorrow.

2 May in Rocamadour

Today, 2 May, is my grandson Cian’s fifth birthday. Five years ago I was in Spain, sitting in the garden at an albergue feeling sorry for myself (I was injured, self-inflicted) when I found out that I had a grandson. Everything got better for the rest of the day! Happy birthday Cian! I see him every day because his picture is a wallpaper on my iPad. The other wallpaper picture is of his little sister Isabella, known as Bella – and she is.

The hotel in Lacapelle loses one of my expensive liner socks – so much for the 5-star service. I guess this is why I have been carrying an extra pair all this way. If they were going to lose something, why couldn’t they lose something heavier? My plan today is for a day off in Rocamadour, just 30 kilometres from here and I am going by taxi.

This is a place that I have wanted to experience for years and I want to do it fresh, not after having walked all day. The drive up is pleasant, the driver is careful and the countryside is gently rolling hills … and very, very green. There’s been lots of rain here too. The weather today is perfect, sunny, about 17-18 degrees, just right for a walk or a cab ride.

We arrive in Rocamadour but have a little trouble finding the hotel. My guide book calls it the Comp’hostel ( a little word play for pilgrims) but it has been renamed the Hotel Amadour. I am here by 11 but it doesn’t open until noon, so I drop my backpack at the entry, obscure it as much as possible and walk around a very little bit. In the event it’s not a problem.

I visit the Tourism Office and sort out how I am to get to Cahors tomorrow. There is a bus that runs from Gramat, 5 minutes from here, to Cahors in the morning, so that’s the plan. The hotel orders me a taxi for the morning to get to Gramat and also books me a bed in Cahors for tomorrow. So now I can go explore Rocamadour.

The site at Rocamadour is every bit as good as in the photos that I’ve seen over the years. The town is perched on – actually it’s partially built into – a huge cliff, a wall of rock 400 feet high. About 600 people actually live here. And since the buildings are made from the same rock it’s hard to tell where the building ends and the rock begins. The town lies above the river and the narrow flood plain, the church buildings lie above the town, then there is a rock face above that with the chateau on top of the cliff. It has been a pilgrimage site for about a millennium – Jacques Cartier came here to pray for success on his first voyage to what became Canada.

It reminds me a bit of what it might look like if you took the Barron River canyon in Algonquin Park and, on a bend in the river, built a town up the side of the canyon. It might be hard to get government money for that project.

It fell on hard times for several centuries when pilgrimages fell out of favour, but the tourism folks have been spectacularly successful in reviving the town. It is now the 2nd most visited site in France, after Mont St. Michel, 1.5 million people a year. I am glad that I am here in the off season.

There are many resemblances to Niagara Falls. The site is spectacular, the trashy tourism stuff is everywhere, including the full length of the only street in town. There are no cross streets. My hotel is just back from the edge of the gorge and from the other side of the road, the whole vertical town is in view. I take pictures here, I walk down a road into the village area, taking pictures as I go. I then walk down to the flood plain, across a bridge and up a road on the far side so that I can get a shot of the whole panorama.

Then back up into the village, quite a climb, walk the length of the main street – dozens of little shops selling treasures to tourists, of which there are lots. I am ambivalent here. I don’t feel like a tourist, but I don’t feel exactly like a pilgrim either. I sit in a little brasserie, contemplate the world and have a glass of beer with peach syrup and a small salad. Together it costs 10 Euros, which does not feel like much of a rip-off.

Next I take an elevator up to the chapel level, visit there briefly and end up walking a paved switchback path which is the stations of the cross. At each switchback point there is another station. This feature is about 130 years old, which, incidentally, is about how old I feel when I finally get to the top. There is a little more climbing – I thought that I was going to have a day off from this – and then I am out on the road that leads me around a bend in the valley and back to my hotel.

I also visit a grotto here which has some wall drawings done about 20,000 years ago. It is a short visit because the entry is right near my hotel and the little cave is only about 10 metres underground. Altogether it is less than 30 metres in any direction and from two to five metres high. The guide takes a long time to get to the interesting stuff. There is a negative impression of a left hand, some really primitive drawings of horses, done in black and ochre, perhaps an elk – you have to have a lot of imagination to see some of these. These are not anything like some of the cave paintings in other parts of France, but they are genuine. Twenty thousand years translates roughly into a thousand generations. I can’t imagine how to make that make sense for me.

I eat dinner by myself on the terrace of a small restaurant overlooking the town. Beer, a salad with a piece of local goat cheese – delicious – and a vegetarian crepe are as much as I can handle. As the sun sets, it cools rapidly so I head back to my room. I would love to stay up and see the town lit up at night, but I cannot stay up that late. I would also like to get up early and catch it in the early morning sunlight, but that will only happen if I happen to get up early.

1 May Cassagnole to Lacapelle

It is very misty when I wake up in the morning, but the sky clears and it looks like it’s going to be a very nice day – which is how it turns out. It is my daughter Meredith’s birthday today and I plot how to send her a birthday greeting.

At breakfast I say farewell to the folks from last evening. They are heading west towards Cahors, I am heading north about 21 kilometres towards Rocamadour. Jésus, true to his word, finishes up his breakfast chores and collects me for the ride to Figeac. It’s only 5 kilometres, but it takes about 15 minutes, the road is so narrow, windy and hilly. I am extremely glad that he has offered this ride. He deposits me in town at an intersection where the signage for GR 6 is obvious. I offer him some money, which he turns down. It is just part of his service to pilgrims.

I hump my pack on, cinch the belt tight, grab my poles and off I go into the unknown … again. It is the first of May, a big holiday in France, so there won’t be much open and there likely won’t be much traffic either. The walk out of Figeac is beautiful, due north, a quiet road which becomes a bridle path. Only a couple of joggers here. Trees line both sides of the road and there is a noisy brook to my left. The sun is shining, the road is flat and it is very peaceful. For the first hour it stays this way, then the path starts to climb. I am on the east side of a narrow river valley and as I climb, I can see behind me farther and farther.

Eventually I am so high (another of those breathtaking climbs) that I can see about 270 degrees of rolling hills and a mix of farms and forest and small villages for miles behind me. Of course I can. The folks who laid out this path have made sure that I have crested the top of every hill in this part of France.

Then I reach the top and start to descend into the next valley. The view to the north opens up. The roads are narrow and the path uses them when convenient and diverges whenever it suits. I can see on the map that the path is extremely windy but so are the roads, so there is no direct path to where I am going. It also tells me that the countryside will be very hilly. At the halfway point I reach Cardaillac, which sounds almost like Cardiac, which is what this path is a superb test of.

Today is like a day outside of time. I get a sense of the grandeur of this magnificent countryside. I walk, I feel good, I feel healthy, and when I climb I make small steps very, very slowly. If someone were to see me, they would think; “That’s an old man walking up a long hill.” And they would be right. When I get to the top of these climbs, however, the recovery time is shorter and shorter, so the body is responding well to the stresses that I am putting on it.

I walk from 9 AM until 3 PM, always alone. Never lonely, just alone. At one point I come across a tiny lake in the woods, almost a pond and there is someone sitting in a blue hooded jacket with a fishing rod. I walk over to talk to the fisher. She turns out to be an extremely old lady sitting in a low chair. She tells me that the recent storms have stirred up the water so much that the fish aren’t biting. On the far side of this lake I meet the only other pilgrim I see all day. He is from Luxembourg, a little younger than me, this is his first day and we end up staying in the same elegant little hotel in Lacapelle-Marival.

I am tired when I arrive. I check in – they are expecting me – find out that they can wash my muddy and sweaty clothes for me, shower and have a sleep.

The view from the room is spectacular. The 15th century gothic church and the 12th century chateau. And I am looking at them from across a lovely little park with a brook down the middle. I would show you a picture here but the import routine is routinely failing so you will have to wait until I get home. Désolé.

There is an interesting psychological phenomenon going on. While I am on the path, I seem to have lots of energy. When I get into the town, it drains away as I get closer to my destination, so when I arrive at the hotel, I am dragging. There is a market in town today – it’s a holiday – but by the time I manage to get outside after my sleep, the market is being torn down. And everything in town is closed because of the holiday. There is not even a place to get a beer.

In the hotel I cannot get phone service but they do have wireless! So I catch up on all my blogs, talk with Carroll and Meredith using Skype and see what’s happening with my Hike for Hospice. It’s over $1700 now, so that’s fine although it is still a long way from my goal of $10,000. But I still have a month to walk. And there have been donations for my hike to local hospices in Toronto, Victoria, Atlanta, Berlin and New Zealand. I love the generosity of people, many of them strangers.

At dinner the service is excellent and elegant. The food is as good but no better than that at any gite but it is served on china and the wine is served in a crystal goblet. I sit with the pilgrim from Luxembourg. This is his first day and he has spent way too much of it in the sun without a hat. His face is red and burned. That has to smart.

He talks about the immigrant problem in Luxembourg. It’s the usual litany of complaints. They won’t work, they steal, they take all the government money. I don’t know what an immigrant is supposed to do. If you work the complaint is that you are taking all the jobs. If you don’t work, you are taking all the tax money. He is anti-immigrant, far right of centre politically. I don’t argue with him because it would be near impossible with my level of French and frankly, I don’t need the stress. I bid him good-night and had off to my room with its ensuite bath and personal light switch by the bed.

30 April Chaunac to Cassagnole

The day dawns overcast and it has evidently rained all night. And it still rains. After breakfast, I say goodbye to my three companions of yesterday and I head out, dressed in full regalia, rain pants, jacket and rain-cover on my pack. I decide to walk the road today, not the GR 65, because the road goes directly from here to Figeac while the GR meanders back and forth, perhaps adding 50 percent to the distance. After about 15 minutes, off comes the fleece and after an hour, off come the rain pants and jacket.

Over the next several hours, the rain gear is donned and doffed perhaps four times as the weather changes from sunny to overcast to wet and back to sunny. The road is all country, the sounds of cows lowing, birds singing, the water running and, often, the pitter patter of raindrops on my trusty Tilley hat.

At one point I stop in a sheltered spot, take off my rain gear and before I can get going, have to put it on again. At this shelter a fellow pilgrim has a different guide book, which cautions about the possibility of flooding on the GR, which is another really good reason to take the road. After a month of rain, that possibility is likely very high. The brooks and rivers here are full but not mostly overflowing.

There are quite a few people like me who have chosen the road as a better option here. It is mostly flat, winding, not busy except in a few sections. After almost 5 hours and something like 21 kilometres I am on the outskirts of Figeac. For the last hour I have watched an enormous storm front move from left to right across in front of me on the far side of Figeac. The problem is that it is slowly getting closer as I approach Figeac and it looks and sounds big. It has been my plan to walk into Figeac, then get a ride to Cassagnole, but this storm alters my plans. I hail a car and the young driver takes me into Figeac and deposits me at the train station, where we both believe that I can get a taxi. He leaves me there and drives away.

After four phone calls and no takers, it appears that we are both wrong. The taxi companies are very localized and are not interested in this fare. I go back outside and sit on a bench for about 20 minutes, contemplating what to do next. There is little traffic and no taxis in sight. A decrepit van pulls up and two guys get out. I approach them and ask if they can tell me how to get to the chemin de St. Jacques. I tell them where I am heading because I figure that I will be walking the last five kilometres after all. They have a little discussion and determine that they know where I am going. My mistake has been that I think that Cassagnole is a village and it is actually just a single point. That is why the taxies aren’t interested. They do not know where it is.

But these guys do and the driver is quite prepared to take me there. It’s on his way … and he does not want payment for the ride. Germain turns out to be an organic chicken farmer (ferme bio) and is a very interesting guy. He does not hold out much hope for the future of the human race. he sees more and more pollution and the business money talks … and the politicians listen. Sound familiar?

The road to Cassagnole goes all over the place. It is only about 5 kms out of Figeqc but it might as well be on the moon. The storm clouds have gotten darker and more menacing as we drive and by the time we pull up in front of the gite St. Jacques (what else?) the heavy rain has started. I ask him if he will take payment, not for the ride but for the organic farm. But he won’t and after I unload my pack and poles from the back of his little van, he drives off with a “bon chemin” and a big smile. A gracious man.

I am first here and there is no host in sight. It is a two-storey gite, 5 single beds and a bunk on the first floor, some more singles and bunks in the loft. Since I am first here, I get to choose my location and I select the bed nearest to the toilets and shower, planning ahead for tonight. The night traffic won’t bother me and it will be a short walk to the toilets, which I will undoubtedly need to make some time tonight. I change into my “village” clothes and have my afternoon nap under a blanket. Since I can turn my hearing aids off (thank you, Julia Robillard!) the quiet talking in the gite does not bother me. I figure that I have earned this nap today.

As people slowly drift in, the weather worsens. Over the next hour three separate thunderstorms roll through, each with its load of hail. I am very happy that I am not out in this. Four of the people who come in are the same women who walked the road just ahead or just behind me for a few hours. One of them, a short woman, had me concerned a few times because she walked as part of a group of three down the centre of the road. Since this road is shared by people driving big black Mercedes at speed, I was concerned for her safety. But here she is.

There is lots of chatter, mostly in French with a smattering of German. There are quite a few Swiss on this section of the chemin. I speak at length with a Belgian guy, Corneel, quite young, Flemish from the northern part of Belgium. To my relief, his English is better than my French, and we have an extended conversation in English about the bilingual nature of our two countries and the way the politicians manage to botch it. It sounds as if theirs are worse than ours.

Later he assists me as I try to add time to my cell phone. The problem is to understand the recorded voice giving instructions on the phone – in mechanical French. I think we sort it out.

At dinner I sit with Corneel, Stefan from Munich, Frans from Holland and Johanna, who is Swiss. There is no single common language, so the animated conversation drifts from language to language depending on topic and speaker. If the speaker can’t find a word in a language someone else offers a substitute. We range in age from Johanna who is barely 20, to Frans and me.

Frans, perhaps 60, left his home near Eindhoven on 5 March and is halfway to Santiago. I am amazed at how many people on this route have started from home and intend to walk all the way. He tells me a story about the early part of his journey.

He was in a small town about 5:30 in the evening and had not found any place to stay. He was sitting on a park bench when an older woman walked up and asked him if he needed a bed for the night. He said that he did. She told him to wait there, she had a hair appointment and she would be back in half an hour, which she was. She collected him in her car and off they went. He asked if there would be a problem with her husband. She assured him that there would not. When they arrived at her place, they went in and met her elderly husband. It turns out that she had walked the chemin years before and had recognised his scallop shell as the mark of a pilgrim. She looked for other pilgrims that she could help – and this was one of the ways she could do it.

Jésus, the genial host here, in his 60s, white beard and a pony tail just like Hollis Morgan’s, arranges accommodation for me in Rocamadour. He also volunteers to drive me back to Figeac in the morning because he figures that I won’t make it from here. It is just too far and too difficult. I accept his offer with alacrity and go to bed to the sound of quiet sleeping noises in the dortoir.

29 April Descazeville to Chaunac

This morning I wake up in my bunk to the sound of breakfast in the adjoining room. It is 7:30, the room is full of people getting ready for their day. I get Jean, our young and very helpful host, to call ahead for me so that now I have confirmed quarters for the next three nights. Today I have a bed in a rural gite in Chaunac, tomorrow in another just outside Figeac and the next day in a chambre d’hote about 20 kms in the direction of Rocamadour.

This is a diversion from the GR 65 towards St. Jean Pied de Port which I am making because I specifically want to see Rocamadour. It is a very popular tourist attraction and from what I have seen of photos, it is no surprise why. It appears to be built into the cliffs overlooking the river.

Just after I start off today, on the apparently inevitable long climb out of Descazeville, I meet three of the people from last evening who tell me that they are staying in Chaunac today as well. We walk together for a bit, but I have to walk at a pace that I can maintain, so much of the time I walk alone, but always in sight of them, ahead or behind. The chemin is hilly, sometimes dry, sometimes very wet in the woods, so I have to take great care when walking the wet, slippery descents. The views when we are on top of the hills, are breathtaking – or perhaps that’s just me trying to catch my breath. After two hours for four kilometres I arrive in Livinhac le Haut a few minutes ahead of my companions and spot a bench in the tiny town square where there is another pilgrim sitting.

I join him and we talk – in English, which is very unusual. He is 69, from Vichy and spent three years in London where he learned English. Last year he started the chemin in Le Puy with his sister, a year older than him and very close. They got as far as Descazeville where her cancer and her diabetes made it impossible for her to continue. They returned home where she has since died. Now he has returned and is walking alone, in her memory. He tells me that he needs to have both knees replaced but wants to complete the walk to Santiago before he has this done. We bid each other “bon chemin” as he leaves.

The three from last evening arrive. They turn out to be two sisters, Annie from Lyon and Odile from Albertville, with Bernard from Lyon as well. Bernard is 60, the two sisters perhaps a little younger. We buy provisions in the tiny stores for lunch and for dinner, have a draft beer with a touch of peach syrup – this is new for me and I quite like it – and have a picnic lunch on a bench in the square as the town shuts down for its afternoon nap. We share our food and plan to do the same for dinner this evening. The gite we are heading for does not offer dinner.

Based on our experience from this morning,we decide to walk on the road to Chaunac. We are hoping to avoid the mud and the hills. We succeed in one of these. There is no mud, but the road climbs steadily, not steeply but consistently, practically all the way for the next four kilometres all the way to Chaunac. I cannot imagine what the chemin is like. We see the sign for Chaunac (it’s about 600 meters off the road) at the same time as we see the exit from the chemin here. It is muddy.

The gite is an isolated farmhouse on what appears to be a working farm. There is no-one here when we arrive just after two, but there is a handprinted sign welcoming us by name and telling us where to sleep. Each of the sleeping spaces exits directly outdoors. The beds are clean and there are pillows and blankets. That has been consistent in the gites so far this year. It is a nice touch.

We take off our boots and sit in the garden under a mature chestnut tree. When the sun is out, as it is now, it is just perfect. In the shade one needs the fleece. Bernard makes coffee using the truly ancient gas stove (it has an external tank sitting on the floor and one uses a match to light the burner).

I have a sleep for about 45 minutes, which is enough to rejuvenate me. Afterwards I sit outside and make my notes for the day. I also copy all my photos from my camera to my iPad. It allows me to see them better and it’s good security if I lose one or the other device. What I have lost, I discover (or fail to discover) is my little headlamp, so I will have to acquire a small flashlight when I can find an open store. That is one of the really exciting parts of this journey. Which stores will be open when?

The weather in the late afternoon is beautiful but cool. A huge thunderstorm rolls past us to the east, making a superb and menacing display. An hour later, another rolls over us, bringing marble-sized hail but little rain. This is a good thing, since my clothes are still on the line drying.

Supper is another shared experience. Since there is no dinner here, we have brought our own supplies. Besides us, there are four other people for dinner, a Swiss couple, who have walked from Geneva, and two French guys. The Swiss woman, from the German-speaking region of Switzerland, makes a big pot of pasta and potatoes. I have brought cauliflower, carrots, zucchini and onions, which I boil up in a big pot. Sausage and ham magically appear as do two bottles of red wine. There is lots of bread and even dessert! It is like the loaves and fishes – a little bit from each and we can’t finish all the food. We do, however, finish the wine with despatch.

At some point in the evening I tell the gathering about my Hike for Hospice. I have to explain the idea of palliative care, since not everyone has heard of a hospice. This is tricky for me in French, but we manage. They all think it’s a great idea when they understand it … and I tell them about a donation of 50 Euros that a dear friend in Germany, Ginette Parent from the Berlin area, has made to a German children’s hospice as part of my hike. If you are reading this and have not yet donated, I can remind you that at least two people will benefit from the donation: the person in the hospice and the donor.

It’s off to bed before 9, because it is cold, there is no diversion and we have a long walk, about 21 kms, tomorrow. Annie and Odile finish tomorrow at Figeac. Bernard will continue on a different route for another month. I am going to a place, La Cassagnole, a few kms south of Figeac. It is where Jean could find me accommodation.

You may notice that I sometimes post several blogs at the same time. That is because I am not always able to get wireless connections here. This is still a remote and very hilly part of France. So when I do get wireless I post everything that I have written since the last successful connection.

28 April Conques to Descazeville

At breakfast this morning I discover that a 69-year-old pilgrim, a man from Marseilles, has died in the gite overnight. It is not announced and most people are unaware. I am told that he had been extremely stressed for the past few days and I wonder if it was the stress that brought on the cardiac crisis or whether his stress was the result of not feeling “right” and not being able to account for it. I will never know anything more about him except the time and place of his death. Memento mori.

I also discover that perhaps only half of the people who arrive here continue on the chemin. Apparently the 10-day walk from Le Puy to Conques is extremely popular, and Conques is certainly a destination by itself. That makes me feel quite confident about accommodation for the next few days. I am about to be disabused of this confidence.

I pay 5 Euros for a picnic lunch and off I go. It is sunny and quite warm although the weather forecast is for rain. I have packed my fleece, my long-johns and my rain gear, so I am wearing my expected gear; pants, shirt, undershirt, hat, etc. The exit from Conques is steeply downward to the Roman bridge over the river Dourdou, then a savage climb for the next kilometre. We climb 267 meters in a dense woods on a narrow switchback trail over a kilometre. That’s a 27% grade and, to give you an idea of the height, it is the equivalent of climbing stairs for about 90 stories. This is something I am not planning on doing every day! I take a lot of oxygen breaks on the way and I finally reach the top. This is the section that is described in one of the sites I found on the Internet as ” … bit of an uphill hike leaving Conques … ” A bit of British understatement!

It occurs to me that if I had continued last year, this section would have really frightened me, because of the evident risk of incurring a cardiac crisis, like the one that carried off the pilgrim in Conques last night. I am really happy that I went home and got reassurance from the medical community that there that is nothing wrong with my pulmonary-coronary system. What IS wrong with me I can manage.

I come out into a highland pastoral scene, cattle in the fields and extraordinary vistas. The trail is wide, crushed stone and feels like a reward for making it to the top of the gorge. It clouds over in the next hour and the wind comes up, but the rain holds off.

I catch up to a pilgrim talking to a local woman on an open section of the trail. She has a plant in a wheelbarrow, but is in no hurry to plant it. I stop to chat. When she, Sylvie, discovers that I am Canadian, I get a sharp lecture on the evils of the seal hunt and the whale hunt. I explain to her that we do not have a commercial whale hunt and the only people in Canada who hunt whales are the Inuit of the Far North, who hunt them only for food. I am not sure that she is convinced, but we part as friends.

The man with whom she is speaking is the 82-year-old pilgrim that other pilgrims have told me about. He is carrying a full backpack and a wooden staff … and I cannot keep up with his pace. He does, however, stop every few minutes so we speak for a few minutes, then separate. He tells me that he has been walking on the chemin since he was 62, for the last 20 years. Other pilgrims who have spoken with him have been told, by him, that one of the reasons he walks here is because his home life is less than stellar. I want to announce right here, right now, that my home life IS stellar and that is NOT why I am here (If any of you were wondering).

The trail goes up and down a lot of relatively small ravines, so over the course of the day, I probably double the height of the first high climb out of Conques. Every hilltop is a personal victory.

I can tell you here that I have had a few psychological crises over the past few day, usually at some point on one of these long steep climbs. They run along the lines of; “Guy, what on earth are you doing here? You are sucking for air, your heart rate is out of sight, your legs hurt, this mud sucks (and it DOES suck), you wonder when the knees are going to fail and your fingers are going numb because you are holding the poles so tightly. And you don’t even know why you are here. Why don’t you quit?” And I don’t have an answer. Then I eventually get to the top and in a few (few varies directly with the height of the climb) minutes all is well.

The wind comes up to a gale. Happily it is warm and dry, but it is sufficiently gusty that it blows me around. I have to be very careful to keep my footing. Today for over 5 hours of walking over trails and on country roads I do not hear or see a car until I am almost in Descazeville. The absence of noise is quite precious to me. I can hear birds, the wind,, water running (sometimes I am in it) and my own footsteps, sometimes squishy in the mud. But my boots are excellent and my feet are dry and comfortable.

Eventually (after 6 hours for 20 km – which should give you an idea of the difficulty of this section) I descend into Descazeville, a town on the other end of the attractive scale from Conques. It is industrial, not ancient, but when almost every small town in France is losing its children to the cities, Descazeville is thriving. It is not pretty but it’s working. I arrive at the Gite Volets Bleus (Blue Shutters) to be greeted warmly by Jean, a young man who has been expecting me. Daniel gave him very clear instructions about looking after me, apparently. I have a lower bunk in a small room with three bunks, so it is quite cosy.

There is a real concerted effort to manage bed-bugs. Here the backpacks stay outside in a secure enclosed space and the traveller brings in only what is needed. Likewise, boots and poles remain outside under overhead cover.

After getting myself settled in (laundry and shower) I ask Jean if he will call ahed for me to get a bed for tomorrow night. He does … and I learn about the 1st of May weekend in France. It is a major, major exercise to get a bed or a room anywhere. I had not anticipated this problem. After several failed attempts he gets me a bed in a gite about 8 kms from here in Chaunac, with breakfast but no dinner. I will need to pick up dinner en route tomorrow. He is also trying to find me a place in Figeac for the next night. I am confident that I won’t have to spend the night on a park bench somewhere. I could, of course, be quite wrong about this. I shall see.

Jean has just told me that he has a confirmed place for me in Figeac for the night after tomorrow. I tell him … and I mean it … that he is a gentleman. It is actually about 5 km outside of Figeac, in La Cassagnole, which is in the wrong direction but I don’t care. I will likely take a taxi from Figeac to get there.

Here is a little oasis in a mostly industrial town. I dry my clothes on a line in a big garden – the wind has them dry in 15 minutes. I discover when I am undressing from my walking clothes to my in-the-village clothes that I thought that I had inadvertently stolen someone else’s sock, since I have three heavy socks in my bag, where there should have been two. The mystery is made clear when I take off my socks prior to washing them. On my left foot I have the correct combination, light sock under, heavy sock over. On my right foot, however, there is no heavy sock to take off because I had never put it on. I have walked all day in a very light under-sock on one foot – with no ill effects (apparently).

I have noticed that the ring finger on my left hand is a little numb and a little bruised again. I have discovered why. When I descend, I have the poles in front of me and I use that finger on each hand to control the top of the pole. I am trying to use the other fingers to take the pressure off this one or I will have the honour of naming the latest medical phenomenon, the “chemin de St. Jacques amputation”. I am hoping to avoid this. But it really is weird.

Dinner with, mostly in one group, 15 French, one Swiss and one Korean is interesting and fun. The Swiss woman is German-Swiss and speaks little French (so we speak German), the Korean comes in late, bows and sits at the very end of the table and the 15 French and I carry on an animated conversation, of which I understand anywhere from 5 to 50 percent depending on who is speaking and the topic. One of the things that I have noticed is that as I tire, my level of comprehension steadily diminishes until it extinguishes in a last little puff of light. They are all properly amazed by my age … as am I. It is a wonderful meal and I really enjoy myself. One of the Frenchmen has walked the camino and thumbs through my book, exclaiming at the photos. Of course he recognises most of the places. When the wine runs out we go to bed. Good move.